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2 Months, 1 LetterDear__________,
I know you probably don't care..but here it is. I'm sorry for how I've been acting lately. I don't mean to seem so cold and stuff. Y'know? I'm just..confused is all. I know that when I said what I did two months ago it was harsh and rather cruel that I thought I meant it at the time. But I realize now that I was wrong. I just wanted to apologize for it all. All of it, everything. I never wanted to hurt you, you know (or atleast I hope you do) that it was never my goal. Do you want to know the real reason for what I did? I felt trapped. After they put me under, and after I told you about all the things that happened with the people I was around, it felt like you were trying to protect me. Like you were trying to shield me from all the troubles of the world, as though you were trying to shelter me. And by doing that, it made me feel like even more of a victim. Like you were enclosing me in a steel cage. When you got more possessive, more careful around me, it made me feel
Deja VuHaven't I been in this position before?
Falling for a guy with a girlfriend that's breaking his heart?
Shouldn't I have learned the first time?
I guess not, I'm not smart enough to.
Haven't I been "the other girl" on his mind before?
Haven't I been the other person I can tell anything to?
You know what else?
Haven't I been in his position before?
Having my heart broken, but having someone else there for me?
Shouldn't I have learned from my mistakes?
I guess not, I'm too stubborn.
Haven't I them talking to someone else?
Haven't I had them have someone else on their mind all the time?
I just don't understand.
I don't understand how I keep getting myself
Into all these crazy situations.
I don't understand how I have a personality
That draws people to me like a magnet.
I just don't understand how I can keep this all up
When all I want to do is break and fall under the pressure.
Knives and GLaDOS vs. Scott PilgrimI've been told I have a black heart.
That I'm devoid of emotions,
That I can't feel.
You told me you cared about me.
You read what I wrote,
About my past.
You think that you want to learn more
About the person you think that I am.
But when you learn that the person
That you think I am
Is completely different from the person
That I actually am,
Will you actually stick around
Or will you go running back to your Ramona, Scott?
I thought that when I first heard that comparison
That it was nothing but a bit of a joke.
Now I see just how true it really was.
You were right
You do lead a very Scott Pilgrim-esque life.
And I was right too.
You guys weren't going to last long after I hit the picture.
I knew that you guys would split.
But that soon after, you two would get back together.
And that I would exit the picture
Just as easily as I had entered.
She won't want things to be like this again.
So I'll have to go.
Don't worry, dear Scott.
I'm not too terribly upset.
I knew this would happen fr
I am not you.
I am not them.
I am not straight.
I am not gay.
I am not blonde.
I am not grey.
I am not perfect.
I am not flawed.
I am not beautiful.
I am not ugly.
I am not smart.
I am not stupid.
I am not proud.
I am not ashamed.
I am not scared.
I am not brave.
I am not Black.
I am not White.
I am not Latino.
I am not Asian.
I am not happy.
I am not sad.
I am not crazy.
I am not sane.
I am not college-bound.
I am not dropping out.
I am not you.
I am me.
I am different.
Patched Up Chemical Saints"Every saint has a past,
Every sinner has a future.."
In reality, none of this was supposed to occur. Saint was never meant to get involved with Patches. He was warned about her, a specific term that was used in this warning was "jailbait", I believe. The reality of the situation is that fate had thrown them together for some inexplicable reason. Maybe it wasn't Saint who had found Patches. Maybe it was Repo. The truth is, we'll never know. The story of Saint -- Repo-- whoever he is, is one that was never easily told by Patches...after all she never told anyone anything easily. Chemical refused to ever talk about Repo, only ever mentioning Saint. To her, Repo didn't exist. She didn't want him to anymore. He frightened her.
To Patches, however, Repo was a fascination. That something, someone, could change so drastically in such a short time piqued her curiosity endlessly. She found the conc
Had to do something with Photoshop for one of my Art classes. So I made a musical zebra.
It seemed like a good idea at the time, folks...
Stock Image: [link]
Time: 3 hours approx. on and off.
Program Used: CS5
I don't own the brushes used, they belong to whoever made them. I just can't find the original ones..
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